To fill or not to fill

I just do not know what to do anymore.

I’ve been gaining and losing the same weight since February really.

I have had fills since, but I’m still here.

When I talk to my surgeon, he talks about how I need to work on getting my mind in the game. I do agree with him on that.

However, I still CAN eat a lot. I don’t expect the surgery to be perfect, but at the same time, shouldn’t it restrict what I’m eating?

I sometimes wonder if I need a fill or am I just blaming the band for me not doing what I need to do?

I have been trying to get back on track without a fill.

I am going to my WLS support group tonight and plan on discussing with my surgical administrator.

I am seeing the nutritionist this week and will discuss with her as well.

I just wish I could figure this out already.


About nancykerins

I am a 38 year full time working mother of one doing my best to get healthy. I had lapband surgery in November of 2010 and then had a revision to the vertical gastric sleeve in February 2012. The purpose of this blog is a therapeutic tool for me to work out my feelings and write about what is going on during this experience. If I can help others through this blog, that is just a bonus.
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