In thinking about my weight loss and the lap band yesterday

I realized that I want this to be easy and I still don’t want to have to change.

Even though I realize that having the sleeve or the bypass would have meant change too, I’m still thinking that it would have been "easier" if I did that because the weight would have come right off, right?

I know I’m being stupid.  I know that having the other surgeries wouldn’t make this "easier".

I just hate that it’s still hard and I’m being a brat.  I want to be skinny without changing and that is not going to happen.

I did make one change already today.  I went from tracking at obesityhelp.com to myfitnesspal.com.  I’m already liking it better and their food database seems to be better.

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About nancykerins

I am a 38 year full time working mother of one doing my best to get healthy. I had lapband surgery in November of 2010 and then had a revision to the vertical gastric sleeve in February 2012. The purpose of this blog is a therapeutic tool for me to work out my feelings and write about what is going on during this experience. If I can help others through this blog, that is just a bonus.
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