I realized that I want this to be easy and I still don’t want to have to change.
Even though I realize that having the sleeve or the bypass would have meant change too, I’m still thinking that it would have been "easier" if I did that because the weight would have come right off, right?
I know I’m being stupid. I know that having the other surgeries wouldn’t make this "easier".
I just hate that it’s still hard and I’m being a brat. I want to be skinny without changing and that is not going to happen.
I did make one change already today. I went from tracking at obesityhelp.com to myfitnesspal.com. I’m already liking it better and their food database seems to be better.