While I am on the subject on how badly I suck…

I haven’t been using my CPAP machine.

I have an appointment with the pulmonologist on April 1st and I’m dreading facing her!

I had a sinus infection a while back and couldn’t use it while I was all stuffed up and then just never went back.

I have no excuse.  I blew it off.

That is what I will tell her when I see her.

It’s been on my mind for a while and I have been totally avoiding it.

I did try wearing it Saturday and Sunday nights.  I’m not used to it anymore though and ended up taking it off after an hour of not falling asleep.  Blew it off last night. 

I need to wear it tonight.

I know that I’m going to be told to wear it everynight so why can’t I just do it?


About nancykerins

I am a 38 year full time working mother of one doing my best to get healthy. I had lapband surgery in November of 2010 and then had a revision to the vertical gastric sleeve in February 2012. The purpose of this blog is a therapeutic tool for me to work out my feelings and write about what is going on during this experience. If I can help others through this blog, that is just a bonus.
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