So I’m back in the 270’s and I should be happy. This morning I weighed in at 278.7.
I’m thrilled that I lost 3lbs this week. I’m not thrilled that I’ve been here before recently and had to relose the weight.
In my rational mind, I know I’m being hard on myself, but I can’t seem to help it. The pouring rain outside is not helping my mood either.
I think I’m focusing too much on reaching 50lbs lost and even though it’s 7.7lbs away right now, it feels miles upon miles away. It feels like I can’t get there.
Tonight is the monthly support group meeting. Hopefully going there will help improve my mood.